the past month had been really tiring. be it mentally or physically. recess week was no different from a normal school week. went back to school for 3 out of 5 days. guess this is life for an arts student. and then came hell week 1. i really wanted to list them out so i can 'reminisce' them in the future.
Hell Week 1 Monday - ESE3201 Dialogue Role Play Tuesday - ESE3101 Assignment Due Wednesday - ESE3301 Mid Term & ESE3401 Project Submission Friday - GEK1542 Report Submission
The week where I slept 4.5 hours in two days. The week where I didn't sleep at all for 40 hours.
and as hell week 1 was finally over. hell week 2 came.
Hell Week 2 Monday - ESE3401 Mid Term & ESE3201 Report Submission Tuesday - ESE3101 Mid Term Wednesday - ESE3201 Mid Term
totally had no time for myself cause all my extra time was spent for tuition. i guess i was feeling too f* up with my life that on thursday i was pissed off with even the slightest thing. just a series of events that made my day damn bad. and the landing of my phone on the floor was just a trigger for expressing my unhappiness. still cant believe i actually cried in school. cause it is just not me to give in to tears so easily. but whatever, i was feeling much better after that.
another week that i didnt behave as i'm supposed to be. i showedtoo much true emotions. i am not weird. i just dont like people to talk about me.
my third year taking part in ICCS. look at the before and after photo. the amount of trash that we cleared is enough to fill my room. many people, including my mother, think that whatever we are doing is insignificant and we are just wasting our energy. but to me, every effort counts. imagine we have the support of half the population of singapore, that's 2.5 million of people. imagine 2.5 million people using tumbler instead of disposable cups or imagine 2.5 million people practicing recycling. not to go as far, if everyone prints on double side, imagine the numbers of trees saved. do not belittle your efforts.
next was joanne's farewell at PS. Cafe. met up with the seniors who have all stepped into the working society for a year. time flies. imgaine when we were still young, we never thought that one day we will leave Singapore to study. now, i see more and more friends stepping out of their comfort zone to pursue their studies be it degree or exchange. i guess as we grow older, we changed. our lives changed. our thinking changed. hopefully my application to delft got accepted cause i wanna see the world for myself too.
